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In late December 2020, I had started writing on this project. And since then, had invested all my time into it. During the proofreading and rewriting, I also listen to it with text-to-speech (3rd Edit) to get a better feel for the flow. At this stage, it's still rather raw and needs a lot of rewriting--and time, lots of time.

After that, it's basically in a readable quality, and it only needs a last read-through to check for minor errors and the story flow (I had thought. The 4th edit actually took almost another month...).

ETA: released :)

Hi!

So what am I up to next?

I'm most likely starting on a femdom-oriented PONY STORY, with a male pony being the involuntary 'protagonist' (or subject).

A week ago, my 3-month-long project 'HEAVY BONDAGE 2' was finished. I'm trying to take it easy, so only consuming, no creating, which is a nice change.

I'm reading up on some writing books on plot; researching pony books, videos, movies; taking lots of early notes and snippets for the story; and reading some (more pleasant) erotic pony stories, in addition. Though, other stories (and other author's ideas) feel like a double-edged sword: it helps but it also takes away some of your own originality. (So I guess I'm really just pretending I'm reading it for 'work' :P .)

I. Binder's "A change of scene" was kinda the start of kindling my love for pony play again; it's not well written - at times, boring - but it has a few gold nuggets (or 'scenes' sprinkled in between). I guess my rather kinky fantasy was going wild and painted it well out to make it real fun. (It's available for free on GaggedUtopia or paid on Amazon.)

PONY GENRE
Becoming the literal 'work-vehicle' with a purpose, together with the amount of control over a sub, is just uncontested (i.e. vs slave stories). Besides, the level of humiliation feels equally colossal and so this BDSM sub-genre always held a very special place for me. Maybe this one gets done in 2-3 months. For once, I'm not planing any artwork (only a cover with some of the gear used) so I can conveniently place it in the EPUB format - and possibly Amazon again; I only have 'Slave Annie' on Amazon because the Kindle format is a walled-off garden, you have to pay 30%-60% fees, and they also charge you every megabyte (and, if you've noticed, most of my creations have many megabytes of kinky data). It also allows me to polish the novel more and refine my writing even a little further. But yeah, it tickled me for a while to write another novel. It feels like the least-constraining format for what I want to tell and I can add the most details in this form. (I guess I'm fighting my own hidden prejudice against the word-salad-format without visuals.)

Once I have a few more items released in the future, I might have the luxury of working longer on my projects so that I can afford to add even more immersion to my creations.

Serious Femdom Pony stories seem rare (with a confident Mistress and her controlled ponyboy) so I'm trying to aim a little higher here, particularly when it comes to piercings, long-term chastity devices, leather gear, tail-plugs, and a believable slavery world. Benson's female ponies are great, but it contains no Femdom, and if the story should play in the present age, his fantasy bondage is not very plausible and would break the spell between believability and - not surrealism - but imperfect and not-so-well-thought-out bondage settings. And don't we all want it to be riveting and believable in our minds?

Hi,

here's the first Sneak-Peek of the next, upcoming volume! I'll add further previews collectively in this post.

What I know so far about HEAVY BONDAGE 2:
• some of its stories will be longer
• less scenarios than HB1 (which had 9) but instead there'll be more total pages

I guess, in retrospect, it might have been more fun to expand on some of the short stories in HB1, with a little less self-imposed restrictions. Now that I've lifted them to give each story a little more room it feels quite spicy when I look over the 44 pages so far (as of Oct 2).

'self-imposed restrictions' - Isn't that what bondage is all about?

What I do know already is that it is becoming deeper and more detailed, with more world-building in my kinky stories and reveal more of the sorry slaves and their intricate ordeals.


Oct 14:
As things look now, I'll have time to add one more story segment. Overall, that'll stack up to 6 unique stories but totaling (probably) 60 pages.

We can safely add the Femdom tag now - as the second and fourth scenarios play within the Queendom and is rather thick and driveling with worship and male submission! ;)


Estimated Release for HEAVY BONDAGE 2: ~Early Nov 2020

Hi,

Right now, I'm reading my old stuff again, this time: 'Femdom Bedroom' (which was my second novel). Browsing over my previous creations helps a great deal at refining my story-telling skills, as you can imagine. A few minor grammar errors (relicts from editing) here and there, but mostly easy-reading material already, and very sexy scenarios. And yet, there were smaller details I couldn't remember anymore (after 1 year) and what happens when (which is obviously great for re-reading).

I'm still in cool-down mode now, aka vacation, or unpaid leave if you're self-employed—it's summer after all. I had two intense and productive months in May and June when I created 'Heavy Bondage 1'. For something creative, it's even a bit too fast but I'm super-happy with the result when I look at it now, after a one-week break.

Meanwhile, I had scribbled down a draft for a freebie comic about a slave facility that's processing males. I'm also letting the rough outlines for the next 'Heavy Bondage 2' form in my head—without much pressure—as two months per project makes life a lot easier; creating it in smaller chunks was always a goal of mine for some projects. 'Slave Unit' took 5 months +2 extra to finish and that takes a lot of energy and patience, particularly the re-writing, and re-writing, and re-writing.

With 'Heavy Bondage 1', I sort of approached a new mixed medium: large high-rez BDSM illustrations merged with kinky short stories. (I mean who could say no to that?) As I was making the first Art book, I already knew a second and third would surely follow; only its length and page count began to grow more organically as I made them patiently one by one. And each story-length always grew out of hand, and me, out of pages.

I am considering adding some medical fetish in the next book(s), like casts and bandages, wheelchairs and diapers, asylum stuff. But, it could also turn out to deserve its own booklet—I honestly don't know yet; the whole creation process is always a bit mystical—with a mind of its own that you have to just follow—and I never know (and never knew) how the end results would ultimately look. It would've eased down some of that creator stress. Yet, each time, it's the same stressful cycle, and I suppose that's an occupational hazard as an artist.

So, what's the next booklet about? Most likely more of the same: heavy, tight, inescapable, you know, restricting stuff. Stuff you only dare to fantasize about—but too scary for the real world.

And that's it for now, fellow Goddesses, Owners, Mistresses, Masters, pets, and owned property!